Posted: Septembrie 27, 2009 in Uncategorized

I can’t quite be honest, i mean reallly honest, in this blog thing. Or i could, but i guess i’m not that into exposure, or allowance for judgements from anyone who thinks something about what i expose. So i’m kind of blending things, mixing words, using tricks from time to time, in order to be able to express but not truly expose.

So anyway, being a good kid is not always satisfactory, in fact it’s a bit damaging in certain situations, but every now and then i find it immensely rewarding. In the end it all comes down to what you really, really wish deep inside. Did you want to do that? Or did you truly want to do something else?

I guess i’m not ready for some things. I definitely will be, but forcing nature’s course around isn’t going to do the trick. And i guess i really wanted the „something else” rather than the „that”.

And i also guess that the only way that things work is doing stuff the way you feel them. And god knows, there’s signs everywhere of this rule, simply opening your eyes and really seeing stuff around should be enough to make you sure of it.

Immitation, doing things by the principles of anyone else but you or just not filtering thoughts through yourself but rather through the image of yourself in their eyes, these are heavy sins that not only enslave you but lack you of this much greater and pleasurable panoramic view on your life’s events.

Barriers f@ck us up. I was talking to someone the other day who told me „if something goes through my mind, of any kind, i’ll tell you”. And there’s a barrier-breaking feel to this, although telling everything to someone is a tricky one. But the part with the guts to express yourself has a very healthy layer inside it.

Revelations 2.0: Bucharest at night can be a wonderful place. On the other hand, everything can be wonderful if you feel and think of it as wonderful. It’s a matter of perception in the end.

  1. Geli spune:

    There are no limits, only the ones we accept or have to accept….
    So much thought is blowing your mind. It feels like dying and your mind won’t stop.
    You ‘ll sit on the bed and won’t be able to slep, you feel like you can’t take it anymore.
    You could…….
    take a nap, you wake up.
    its quiet, still you feel there’s nothing going on until you realise, the space behind your eyes is filling up, with something like peace, your thought sees, pleasure, grows into your soul..

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